Today I am off to work, and since I am off to work I'm going to swing by the hospital and pick up my meds. I kick off my FET on Friday, with the Lupron injections.
Honestly? I am looking forward to the Lupron. No really. I am looking forward to just proceeding with the IVF, for one thing. Sitting around waiting for periods to happen is about as much fun as giving Simon Cowell a blow job, at least with the start of something you feel like you can dust off your knees and tell Simon to go walkies.
(Not like I would ever give Simon Cowell a blow job.)
(Really, I really wouldn't.)
The other reason I am looking forward to the Lupron is that it will enable me to cry. Seriously. On Lupron I cry at yellow pages commercials. I cry at bad Marissa Tomei films. I cry all the time. And I haven't cried since finding out our last round of IVF was negative-the water works just stopped. No tears here, Senors and Senoritas. I am dead inside-dead I say!
The tears, they will be welcome.
As will just beginning it all. I know Lupron isn't all that fun, but the worst I had was the crying jags, the hot flashes, and the bloat. It could be worse, I could be a banshee too, but I was only that on the Suprecur. With Lupron I can just be menopausal as opposed to homicidal.
Aidan's family came by this weekend, along with pregnant sister-in-law. I didn't really speak to her about it (I just couldn't.) They asked us about our bonuses (we both made a killing on them this year, I am so pleased.) Aidan said he had to spend money on blocked drains-the house drains need a professional to come in and get things moving.
Thinking of my upcoming £1000 FET bill, I smiled and said the same thing.
Posted by Vanessa at June 27, 2006 09:20 AM | TrackBackI love the Simon Cowell anology. Time to go for a walkie, lol! Bring on the sappy commercial's. Shall I rent Alfie for you?
Posted by: jenny at June 29, 2006 01:35 PMheh. Blocked Drains. The boy has a wicked sense of humour. Wicked.
Posted by: caltechgirl at June 27, 2006 06:38 PMOh I see how it is. You use my German and then just toss it aside like it meant nothing to you. You flat leaver.
Posted by: statia at June 27, 2006 02:21 PMHa! Must be lots of blocked drains going on at your place. PS I will add your FET to cyclesista, K?
Posted by: Meg at June 27, 2006 01:57 PM